Yes I’m feeling verrrryyyyy….. umm what is it? Afraid, maybe? Yeah afraid. Tomorrow I’ll face my Smanti test and I’ve been wondering it since yesterday. My mom mere told me not to worry too much. She said that what I have to do are trying, be myself, and pray to Allah. Well, she didn’t say that I must enter Smanti. She wouldn’t give me any punishments if I can’t be accepted at Smanti. But I think, I have to. Have to, more than must.
I have to study very hard in order to get the best achievement. I wanna make my parents proud of having me. I want to get Smanti’s batik. Hmmm I kinda love it since I saw it for the first time. But I cannot be that confident. I’m afraid of didn’t accepted. I’m afraid of refusal. Hhhh ya Allah, let me to enter that school. I really really really want it since I was in Elementary school, and I’m not kidding. Surely. Well, it’s not time to talk, I have to study and study and study. Bye, wish me luck =)
Good luck for the test! (y)
